Love

Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. 

- Oscar Wilde

I know many people may believe that Skyler and I are too young to be thinking of getting married. I don't tell them they are wrong. But I also never tell them they are right. Because, no one, even myself, know if we are too young. Anyone should get married at whatever age. I think it's ridiculous that there's a stigma to when someone should get married.  I know that I love him, and that ever since the first day I met him I knew he was something special to me. It was something that just hit me. I always thought that people were exaggerating when they said you would know when "the one" comes into your life. But it's true, you just know. I am one of those people where I was so impervious to love and anything that could potentially make me vulnerable  I had been hurt, not by boyfriends or ex lovers, but by people who I thought would never hurt me. It's something I'm not going to explain further but just know that I was cold hearted and for years basically emotionless. I hated crying (and still do) but when I met Skyler, something about him made me want to talk to him about things I have kept secret from everyone and to be honest, not just with him but also with myself.
If you are looking for "the one" you may never come across the actual right person for you. You have to let fate take it's course. If you do what you love, and let life go on it's own you will come across that person. Also don't be afraid to date! Dating doesn't mean sealing the deal. It means getting to know someone, maybe they will become your best friend and that person you consider family. Maybe they are the one. But don't be hard on yourself if it hasn't happened yet, because it will.